The photographic evidence!!!

  So I'd say I'm not a really shy person.. but over the last 6 years I've grown to become a little self conscious of what my body has morphed into. I am very proud that I was able to make, carry, grow, and birth 2 beautiful little girls with this stomach.. but boy do I wish I could get my high school figure back. Here you will see my progress from skinny, to pregnant, to after, to pregnant, to present. I want to post photos weekly of my progress so you know I'm actually trying lol. Warning.. things will get kinda.... big.

2006 - Highschool skinnaayy!

Me at about 155. May 2006

                        Oh HOLY baby.. 230 lbs, pregnant with Emma - 9 months preg. She was 9.5 lbs
                                                       (Mind you I was 165 when I got pregnant.) March 2008

                                                    185 with Emma.. 9 months postpartum Dec 2008

                                                    9 months preg with Kaelyn.. 200 lbs.
                                                           I bake em' big. She was 9 lbs. Feb 2010

A year later Feb 2011 at 180-185 lbs

                                           May 2011 - pregnant? Negative.  Weight at 185
                                   Just my post baby bump that likes to hover. HATE.

 

Sept 2011 -- about 178-180. Lots of work to do still! 

                                               (I'm on the right) Jan 2012. I'm at 185 again here.

I started slacking in working out and dieting because of just finding out I wasn't going to be doing my tummy tuck. And now we need to fix this. Before you go any further.. I will have bare belly photo of the damages pregnancy has done to my body. I'm PRAYING to get this as trimmed down as possible before hand.. if you can't handle funky skin and a pooch.. exit now while you can.

                                                   :sad face: and here I am now. I HATE this mommy apron I have.
I despise it. I want it gone, or as small as possible. You can see where I wear my pants now with the red line to hide myself from the world. I rarely dress where you'd notice it.  This is the first time I'm showing anybody what my post body looks like. Judge if you want. I put this up there for me to get off my ass to loose it. Every Monday I will be posting something. If you follow me.. maybe by October it'll be gone. Anyhow... there you have it. The big ugly skin flap. :X