I am having a very vulnerable moment right now. I hate my body. Hormones are out of whack. Going though our
closet tonight to see what we are keeping and what we are tossing. Well I'm tossing more than keeping because of this ugly, grotesque piece of fat effing "fupa" hanging off my lower torso and I can't stand it any more!
I'm going to loose this nasty body and rebuild it from the ground up. I'm so disgusted with how it looks after 2 c- sections. I don't feel feminine. I feel like a fat guy giggling everywhere. Over it!
/ end rant.
2 comments:
Awe!! Megan I completely understand! I have those days when I think that and I have those days ALOT! I'm so proud of you though for starting your workout and getting to where you want to be! hopefully we can both soon feel better about our c section bellys!!!! I know only women who have had csections really know how we feel so we gotta stick together ;)
We do sacrifice a lot when we bear children. Yada yada wouldn't change it for the world - err yea i'd put my hand up for the flat belly afterwards!!!! You may not be able to fix wrinkled skin that sags a bit, but by eradicating fat from under it it can improve. Or by simply focussing on exercise and bring proud of your accomplishments can start to work its magic in your brain where seeing the fupa becomes less painful and nauseating. I now try to focus on my small waist!!!!
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